mirror effect!!!

yadyreve elttil a eid i
ecaps ni klaw ew nehw
emit eht fo dednimer eb tub pleh tnac
yadyreve
tops emas eht ssap klaw

use a mirror
bottoms up
:P

we are the substitute people!

Claire Colburn: Sadness is easier because its surrender. I say make time to dance alone with one hand waving free.

If it wasn't this... it'd be something else.

* elizabethtown (2005)

Decompromised

Break me out,
I'm suffocating,


i've just realized that I'm still infatuated... with her!

Through the looking glass

Through this ignorant eyes
The world seems a little less complicated
Things were done in stop motion, waiting for parity
Through the looking glass, through the restless beating of the heart

Through this blackened lungs,
Years of addiction is now taking its toll
One small puff and no looking back, slowly itching its way
Shorten the experience, through the cancer infested heart

Through this time of despair
She smile of a story untold, glorified picture of yesteryear
Where the painter name echo through the decades
Through her mesmerizing eyes, through her ever lasting smile

Through this ignorant eyes
Through this emotion sickness
Through this uneducated weary look
Through this wall of silence
You will see, you will notice
You will perish and soon you will be awaken
Time is of no essence
Only life...

Malakite

I waved my hands as you waved yours
That is when I know I’d be wrong to like
Try as hard as I could, try as I may
No switch in the world could turn off this sense

Late night supper and early breakfast
Cheesy spaghetti, fish sandwich and iced chocolate
I steered the car with a pounding heart
Too fast too soon, too obvious to you

Cigarettes breaks and weekends outing
Pineapple juice and a daily rush of blood
Sleep deprived but that’s okay my love
The further I get the more confused I become

Overdressed cup cakes and handmade gesture
Fragrance of failures is all I smell
Scattered memories all framed into one
Delay in delivery is no more a concern

Race to the beach, race to your heart
I saw the uneasiness your face concealed
If only i could find a less cliched word for sorry
Far away from here is now my agenda

Shall this impair wash me to back to health
Ready or not, this is where my journey end
Apart we are, what better time to leave
Time will tell if I’m all but well

I see shadows in the fireworks we shared
Roundabout of misunderstanding under a dimmed moonlight
Now that everything is clear, what beautiful world we have
For all that have happened, I’d still moved mountains if you ask me to

Her Last Day

Soon it will be over,

Togetherness was never forever,

Personal wars between needs and desires,

Don't you know, it is wrong to put flames with fires,

And I'd lie to have it any other way,

For what I wanted will be her dismay,

So now she's well on her way to places with promises,

While I'm still here counting my hits and misses,

good luck, beautiful

the words i might have ate

i'm hurt and in so much pain
dont even know where to begin
everything from herein
will be a piece of my undying love for the perfect rain

pick me up, lose me again
all i am is trying in vain
somewhere beyond the similarity
lies the different between pain and sanity

dictate, and procreate
the words i might have ate
sail the hope, for more hope
too much is never enough

making a mockery of out novelty
nothing seems to be on parity
everybody has a price
everybody has something to give
and everyone seems at odd with the world

a perfect rain is more than a drizzle but nothing like a downpour...
a perfect rain sways in the wind, to the left and to the right...
a perfect rain inspire, endure and elevate people...
a perfect rain is not an inconvenience, but a gift...
a perfect rain refresh everything, the car, the people and even the grass...
dont you just love the smell of grass after the rain...

you screamed happiness

curiousity, cowardly
feel the echo of emptiness
used pickup-lines, cigarette butts
broken hearted damsel in distress

May we feel someday
serenity not empathy
love not hatred
she may be empty
forever will not be

consequences, pay the price,
honesty and travesty
delirium, you scream happiness
not what we wanted it to be

May we feel someday
serenity not empathy
love not hatred
she may be empty
forever will not be

He sees, but not what you wanted
she cries, reasons of the heart
the uneasy feeling will show you the way
darkness shadowed the path to me
in time, indeed, kill the messenger
teary eyed widower raged on

they hear you me
golden horses on the tree
delirium, you scream happiness
not what we wanted it to be

to be...
to be...

curiousity, cowardly
feel the echo of emptiness
used pickup-lines, cigarette butts
broken hearted damsel in distress

foreign cars

whatever you say
maybe baby, forever will be

what went wrong
when you say this is right

we are apart
in here, the sunshine sure ain't bright

pull me up
hold me down
spilled the blood in a cup
i hate the lights in your frown

maybe baby, forever will be
maybe baby, we weren't meant to be

untitled

changes can be hard to accept...
but it's not something you can turn away or hide from...
deal with it

run (snow patrol)

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

safety in numbers

i look around only to realise that i dont belong
people saw what they wanted see
i saw my worse fear metarialised
inability to be with the crowd
was it me? or them? at fault?

like an eye-sore, longing for belonging
as the day is filled with melancholy
seeking solace, somewhere in your hapiness
losing my grip and fall into oblivion
was it me? or them? at fault?

i am insignificant
without further explanation
i am magnificent
only in my own twisted dimension
i am, after all, just a fragment of my own imagination
seeking safety in numbers

peanut butter cookies (re-post with some edit)

she takes the pill, in her head it's real,
she cuts her hand, his name all in blood,
she take her life, and she leave the hive,
no romeo, no juliet and no happy ending,
love is dead,

deny your aneroxia, no food for thoughts
gothic eyes of hers, another one i fear,
a pageant to your name, and the price for fame?
you pay for names, all you got is shame
the needs desire, is the need in dire
no there's no game,no there's no prize,
lust is dust,

gunned with the looks, a prowler on hooks,
levity against gravity, a mutiny against naivity,
pull the string, make him sting,
no, he's no angel, no, he's not worthy,
attraction is physical,

bring me back to a life once real
bring me back to a life once humble
bring me back to a life once a lie
fabrication of the truth ?
or a mere uncertainty
of life heading the downward spiral ?

lonliness

alone...

dusted from the effect of yesteryears...

lonely...

left untouched in the corner of time...

isolation...

beautiful but only from a far...

i dont want to be lonely...

i just wanna be alone...

my heart is the worst kind of weapon

I spent most of last night dragging this lake for the corpses of all my past mistakes sell me out - the joke's on you we are salt - you are the wound empty another bottle and let me tear you to pieces this is me wishing you into the worst situations I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat
Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care because I know that you're in between arms somewhere next to heartbeats where you shouldn't dare sleep I'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me
Take your taste backpeel back your skin and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while oh once in a while
And did you hear the news? I could dissect you and gut you on this stage not as eloquent as I may have imagined but it will get the job done (you're done) every line is plotted and designed to leave you standing on your bedroom window's ledge and everyone else that it hits that it gets to is nothing more than collateral damage
Take your taste backpeel back your skin and try to forget how it feels inside you should try saying no once in a while oh once in a while

my heart is the worst kind of weapon -- the fallout boy (My Heart Will Always Be The B-side To My Tongue, 2004)

what we're not

we're not polluted, just a little confused,
we're not vulgar, just a little anger,
we're not just another, we're one as a whole,
we're not gonna make it, but you're past it,
we're not the ones who failed, you're the ones who seems frailed,
we're living in it, you just passing in it,
we're never gonna be it, you will keep insisting on it,
we're different, you're just normal,
we're not a freak, but you will never give it a break,
our eyes have seen the glory, you will always face us with fury,
we're waking in the falling rain, braving the thing called pain,
you'll be on our heels, like a leech that you dont feel,
we're more than what you think,
but you will never be more than just a blink,
too sudden to noticed.
too insufficient to mattered.

youth of working class.

the wait

waiting for someone that is not you
are you waiting for me?
this waiting game has got to end
we are waiting for a change in the weather
so we can get on with our lives

why can't you wait a little longer?
we could be waiting a long time
so i sing with all my heart but not for you
just why can I wait a for mere rain to end?
time and tide waits for no man, and so does the train

i am waiting for another one like you
for all this wait, she better be worthy
love is a waiting game, rushing it and you'll end up hurting
she couldn't wait, he wouldn't wait
now they can't wait to be late...

** while waiting for the rain to end so i can go to work.. and damn it's cold out here

Amplified Breakup

kisses blown, marked the parting ways
tear the tears, heavenly perished with the darken of daylights
scream in silent, so loud, you bleed on your own
shadowy memories in a distant car park
a morphine fix and those sinned photographs
the smile on him, when the lust is fulfilled
he is the dark knight, only you saw the shinning armour
why do you still wanted him ?

Incognito

We are all masked.

hidden.

conceal.

away from the numbers.

superficial star

and i wanna be a movie star
saving the world over and over
living in a trailer with superficial poster
and yeah, i'm a movie star
i'm acting my whole life in front of you

and i wanna be a super star
my live is in the magazine and the silver screen
saving damsel in distress and in between
peek at the future to look at your granddaughter looking green
and yeah, i'm a super star
i'm acting my scene in front of you

and i wanna be a superficial star
broken hearts and battle scars
poked me my heroine and amphetamine bars
my dirty secrets will take me back to the oscars
and yeah, i'm not a star (yeah you are not a star)
i'm not acting my stupid life in front of you...

i'll be fine, you'll be better, i'll be forgotten, and so will you...
time will not turn back, and i wont be back
you'll learn to let go
until your breathing stop

-an unfinish song-