tomorrow is just a song away

##"...I stole my personality from an anonymous source and I'm getting paid for it too. I don't feel bad about it..."

Nothing good can last...

## "tomorrow is just a song away..."

## - song away by hockey

belasah ajer

kat sini
bukan di sana
tempat aku berpijak
tempat aku terlanjur kata

dari tingkap ini
ku luahkan kepadamu
wahai dunia
tentang kita, tentang mereka

di ruangan ini
bertemu dendam dan kesumat
berdendang harapan dan impian
bersulam kisah berbenangkan mimpi

aku disini
tetap mengharap
titah dunia
yang tak kunjung padam

menempuh dugaan
menempa nama
dengan ihsan
pemilik diri

kalau bukan
itu mintamu
harap maaf
bukan niatku
untuk menganggu

The greatest hits (LOST)

they killed charlie...

"#5 - The First Time I Heard Myself On the Radio"
"#4 - Dad Teaching Me To Swim at Butlins"
"#3 - The Christmas Liam Gave Me the Ring"
"#2 - Woman Outside Covent Garden Calls Me a Hero"
"#1 - The Night I Met You"

"i want you to notice, when i'm not around, you're so fcukin' special, i wish i was special"
creep, radiohead.

imaginary relationship

Because if it were to mean anything at all it would have to make sense and we both know... i am merely trying to point out that i don't make any sense to you or the people around me... in the end nothing ever makes sense when we are both are at odd with each others... chill darling... life is already too exhausting with the never ending needs to make end meet... we might not even end up in a place we'd hope to be... someone smarter than me once said " it's not the end that counts, it's the journey"... while we are able to enjoy this... away with the solemn faces... smile a little... you know i melt.. at your smile... what a loser i am... :)

bury the hatchet love,
plant a smile,
on your wiry face,
be my solace

longing for belonging

outside, looking in
sampling emotions
an umbrella for the rainy days
inside looking outward

lurking for an opening
longing for belonging

outside, looking in
wandering thoughts
a silent question
"how must have it felt like?"

to belong, to believe and to be loved

outside, looking in
wasted on excitement
jealousy breeds anger
to belong on the inside

lurking for an opening
longing for belonging

inside, looking outward
guilty pleasures
ashamed by the joy
awkward sense of acceptance

outside, looking in
longing for belonging
inside, looking out
lurking for an opening

Don't know. don't care, don't give a damn!

i don't know if it will ever be an epic like you'd want it to be
i don't know if the world is big enough for the both of us
i don't know if what was said and done is reflecting my true intention
i don't know if I'll ever be as good as you'd want me to be
i don't know much about everything
i don't know how to go on when everything seems empty and lifeless
i don't know what will become of us once words lost their meaning
i don't know if the truth is harder to swallow than reality itself
i don't know when will i grow up... kidding around is a blast
all i know is... the world is fucked up and i'm trapped...

Sweet uncertainties

feeling the full brunt of loneliness is definitely not a highlight of anyone's day... but somehow these past few days has been the loneliest I have felt for years... Even in the company of my friends, the feeling is slowly eating me inside... must be the weather... yeah that has to be it... the silence of emptiness is definitely deafening... together, togetherness... to get her ???

Fine line

Nice one boss!!!

The trouble with playing with fire is..
you'll get burnt

The trouble with living on the edge is..
you'll fall into oblivion

The trouble with being in an unrequited love is..
You'll die daily knowing she'd never knew how you truly feels
because you know... you don't stand a chance
not now not then not ever
It hurt more than it cure

The trouble is
this was never meant to be published!!!

as little as possible...

meddling my wiry feeling over the thoughts of the future
i am downed by the fact that logic makes no sense
when my world is turn upside down
no solace in sight, no shoulder to bear the brunt
my place is not here, there or anywhere

looking at my feet, wondering if they'd make it through
this journey of never ending tirade from my so call best friends
i am so lost...
blowing off hot and cold when it could as simple as accepting defeat
to know your battle, to know when to give up and to know which battle is worth fighting for
To leave the option open even when there is no end in sight

I could have save myself,
I could lay awake in the cold of the darkness
As the moon smile ever so brightly
As the stars shine ever so eternally
As the sun lay to rest for the day

_ to know eagerness has it limits
_ "you cant just go forcing something if it is just not right"
_ it might just be a reason to let you off easily

... Stay away from Juliet!!!